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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

MY GRADUATION SPEECH -JUNE 2004

Ladies and gentleman forgive me but I’ve never been confident when speaking in font of people. And now I volunteered to address my graduation class and all the school and families. So let me welcome you and forgive me if I stutter.

We are gathered here to acknowledge what these students have worked for. Our whole four years have led up to this moment and will be the end of something wonderful and the beginning of something new and unfamiliar.

Take a good look at the students who stand here before you. Everyone one of you out there knows at least one of these students and recognizes them. For their courage in their individual struggle to make their life a success. Each one had their own challenge, each one different from each other. When I was a freshman I could not imagine standing here today before you, facing all of you and conquering one more fear.

At the beginning of my high school education I did not anticipate my freshman year to be such a challenge as to what it was. Boy, if I ever had a challenge that was unthinkable yet worth it, that would be it. Now let me tell you since most people don’t know. Two weeks into freshman year I became deathly ill and spent the entirety of my freshman year in a hospital bed and on dialysis waiting for my kidney transplant. And what do yah know; I’m standing here before you three years after it and doing pretty well. I fell behind in schooling and faced a lot of difficulties getting back into the swing of things. I wasn’t used to high school, but returning as sophomore I still felt like a freshman.

I faced many more challenges than I ever thought, learning to live with what the transplant had left me with.

I came back with much self confidence and didn’t realize the differences between me and the rest of my school mates. Though every else pointed it out, I’m 4 11’ and 17 years old. So continuosulu I got made fun of for being smaller, and having a little bit rounder face. And I thought I looked ugly and I faced the challenge of trying to find the right me and fitting in. then I realized that I didn’t want to fit in and I am BEAUTIFUL!

So I faced the challenge of being a girl with a big heart and much awareness of what life really mean and all I wanted to do was share it with the world.

So as our parents and teachers look at us they will remember how we fell and fell again and still we stand tall!

We stand here having faced so many challenges, though we succeeded. I was optimistic and conquered the unthinkable and did the impossible therefore proving that anything is possible. Many people said I would graduate with the class of 2004, but boy did I prove everyone wrong. I participated in cross country this year and am also become a published poet.

As our parents look and only see, the child we once were. We stand here today as young adults and recognize that we have strength all our own. "History has demonstrated that the most notable winners usually encountered heartbreaking obstacles before they triumphed. They won because they refused to become discouraged by their defeats. --B. C. Forbes" said. Forbes was right, for each one of us standing here before, have defeated something. And we stand here with a better understanding and knowledge of the world around us, ready to go out into the world and face more challenges. So with that as my conclusion may I present to you the class of 2004!

 


Tuesday, May 25, 2004

the longing to be loved and wanted by sumone.........this feelin fills my soul deep......cuts me like a wound...and the only cure for it is a warm body to ease my hurt and tell me it will b alright. the yurning for a connection w/ someone not even a love.....but a friend,,......who understands and who shares the same passion..........my passions  are strong within my soul and waitin to creep out out ..........though i hold it in as i swallow hard................


Monday, May 24, 2004

sadness of nutin more, the purgin pain that keeps me bound here........i cant b uprooted.,.....no knight to rescue me.,.................no one but myself................comin out of my shell slowly by the day..........though wen i come back to my roots i become a little seedling trapped in the weeds unable to rescure myself...........unable to be me ...........as i set fourth on the new journmey to come.................i will hope to b free..........gainin independence of myself. wrapped in the caress so soft though its a soft straggle makin life an unbearable site...........so i bury it deep beneath the soil in the depths of my soul ande contiune on to my happy place..........then wen i return to my chamber rely on the solitude to keep my sane

 


Friday, May 21, 2004

i feel the heavens upon me......as the earth feels as though it has uplifted a huge weight from my shoulders.........creating such relief ..........though this day brought memories i dare to remember.............as it brings the purest tears to my eyes.......the heavens will sweep me in the grips and protect me from the hurt that i once had........and my fear will disappear..........for i am not affraid...............life is a element of the unknown ............for what lies ahead in this future .......is all up to me........a heart so scared.........unknowing that what life will bring.,......................simple minded life ........created only by me.......though no so simple .......for each step i take has caused me to think of what will happen to my life.......for as i look over my shoulder havin remember that time ago when the heavens almost swept me up for good........and i take a breath and be gracious to what has been has been given to me.....the openin  of a new begining........a second chance to breath.........remmembering when  my lungs inhales my first breath of new air. so i as i live on............a breath of air .......to new living with no knowin whether good or bad will come.............


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

father help me

for i know not what to do

my life has toppled over and over

what was right is wrong

and what was wrong is right

i am a sinner

and for that i must ask your forgiveness

for thy sins has sunk the nails

in the wrists of christ

and knowing that

makes me a murderer

forgive me father for i have sinned

i've changed my ways of living over the years

and found myself

hiding

hidin the happiness that i found

with my new found charisma

when i lay my head upon my pillow and recollect

the sins that i have committed

i hae jumped my bridges

burnt them

and rebuilt them

all with the help of you

and i blamed you for the way i was

dead and unlivin

yet that was my fault

for my soul still lived deep with in me

and you made me realize all that life has to offer

all that i can make of life

with a positve attitude

and thus my decioins

have made me named

as another Mary Magdelen

though i am not,

thus all i have to show is me

each finger to toe

my flesh and blood

for my mistakes have taken its toll on me

i am sorry for

all the paint i have caused

for each tear thy mother has shed

has made me want to be stronger

and when you sent your angels from heaven

i was sure it was my time

though the angel only came to assure me it would all be alright

as my angel held my hand

i felt your precense

knowin that i was safe in the hands of you

you from the moment i was born

that i had lived to beat much more that everyday life

and thus you knew i would never give up

each breath i take i thank you

though i still betray you

with my tempted heart

and the expieremtation of life

Father, i want so much to be a child of your heavens

though just not yet

my work here is not done and you know that

thus i try to live a clean and unsinnly life

and yet i still commit the same two sins continuaously,

i will try to obey

please Father give me the strength to be a good person

Forgive me father

for i am sorry

for my love for you will keep me safe.

 



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