father help me
for i know not what to do
my life has toppled over and over
what was right is wrong
and what was wrong is right
i am a sinner
and for that i must ask your forgiveness
for thy sins has sunk the nails
in the wrists of christ
and knowing that
makes me a murderer
forgive me father for i have sinned
i've changed my ways of living over the years
and found myself
hiding
hidin the happiness that i found
with my new found charisma
when i lay my head upon my pillow and recollect
the sins that i have committed
i hae jumped my bridges
burnt them
and rebuilt them
all with the help of you
and i blamed you for the way i was
dead and unlivin
yet that was my fault
for my soul still lived deep with in me
and you made me realize all that life has to offer
all that i can make of life
with a positve attitude
and thus my decioins
have made me named
as another Mary Magdelen
though i am not,
thus all i have to show is me
each finger to toe
my flesh and blood
for my mistakes have taken its toll on me
i am sorry for
all the paint i have caused
for each tear thy mother has shed
has made me want to be stronger
and when you sent your angels from heaven
i was sure it was my time
though the angel only came to assure me it would all be alright
as my angel held my hand
i felt your precense
knowin that i was safe in the hands of you
you from the moment i was born
that i had lived to beat much more that everyday life
and thus you knew i would never give up
each breath i take i thank you
though i still betray you
with my tempted heart
and the expieremtation of life
Father, i want so much to be a child of your heavens
though just not yet
my work here is not done and you know that
thus i try to live a clean and unsinnly life
and yet i still commit the same two sins continuaously,
i will try to obey
please Father give me the strength to be a good person
Forgive me father
for i am sorry
for my love for you will keep me safe.